Monday, May 27, 2013

Too much thinking...

Pink-"Great Escape"
I can understand how when the edges are rough
And they cut you like the tiniest slithers of glass
And you feel too much
And you don't know how long you're gonna last,

But everyone you know, is tryin' smooth it over,
Find a way to make the hurt go away,
But everyone you know, is tryin' smooth it over,
Like you're trying to scream underwater,
But, I won't let you make the great escape,
I'm never gonna watch you checkin out of this place
I'm not gonna lose you
Cause the passion and the pain
Are gonna keep you alive someday
Gonna keep you alive someday

I feel like I could wave my fist in front of your face
And you wouldn't flinch or even feel a thing
And you've retreated to your silent corner
Like you decided the fight was over for ya,

Everyone you know, is tryin' smooth it over,
Find a way to make the hurt go away,
Everyone you know, is tryin' smooth it over,
Everyone needs a floor they can fall through
I won't let you make the great escape,
I'm never gonna watch you checkin outta this place
I'm not gonna lose you
Cause the passion and pain
Are gonna keep you alive someday
They're gonna keep you alive someday

I'm terrified of the dark, but not if you go with me
And I don't need a pill to make me numb
And I wrote the book on runnin',
But that chapter of my life will soon be done

I'm the king of the great escape
You're not gonna watch me checkin outta this place
You're not gonna lose me
Cause the passion and pain
Are gonna keep us alive, someday
Yeah the passion and the pain
Are gonna keep us alive someday, someday

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Random May

So, just recently returned from our NY/CT trip.  Had a good time, but so glad to be home.  Really missed my own home, my bed, and especially my kitties.  Yes I know, its silly to miss cats who probably don't really care if you're there or not, but I like to think they miss out on my baby talking them and Kerry telling them "to bed" when we go to sleep at night, but whatever.
Ended up with my usual cold after the flight, it came on Sunday and I had to leave work early and head home for some extra rest.  Luckily (or not so much) I came back to work on Monday and am doing better, although hopped up on Dayquil, so that helps.  

Sharing a funny thing I read today.  I loved Beauty and the Beast, one of my favorite Disney movies, but this post about the inconsistencies in the story:
http://www.buzzfeed.com/donnad/questions-disney-forgot-to-answer-about-beauty-and-the-be

Fertility Info:  went in for an ultrasound on Saturday.  I had four follicles on each ovary, but none of them were big enough to trigger.  I go back in on Wed for another ultrasound and hopefully at least one of them will be big enough to trigger.  Then next round of insemination begins!  I'm turning 35 in 13 days, so I will officially be an elderly primigravida.  SAD!

Song Today:
Bruno Mars~"Count on Me"

Oh uh-huh
If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

[Chorus:]
You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
You'll be there
'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Ooooooh, oooohhh yeah, yeah

[Verse 2:]
If you're tossin' and you're turnin'
And you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Every day I will remind you

Oooh
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

[Chorus:]
You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
You'll be there
'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Ooooooh, oooohhh yeah, yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye
You know...

[Chorus:]
You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
You'll be there
'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Ooooooh, oooohhh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you