Tuesday, November 20, 2012

3rd Times the Charm?

So third cycle has come and gone and now we're in the waiting phase again. Like I've said before, the waiting phase seriously sucks.  I've not made as big a deal about this cycle with everyone, talking about it a lot less, playing it more low key (aside from now posting it on the blog).  Feels different, so hopefully it will be a good thing.  Funny part about this is my mom says it took 3 cycles to get pregnant with me, so she thinks 3 will be my lucky number.  I find this interesting since mom was on birth control and I haven't been...for oh I don't know 8 years or so.  ;)
I am happy to report that I did get the new position at work.  I am now a sexual assault nurse examiner (SANE-lol) or they also call us forensic nurse examiners.  I finished my 40 hrs of core training which included a lot of book/class time and am now looking forward to my orientation days on the unit.  In other work news, I'm very excited to be starting my twelve hour shifts come December 16th.  It will be hellish in the sense that I will work six 12's straight, but will be well rewarded when I have 8 days straight off!
Gearing up for the holidays, haven't bought a single present yet, but have a couple of ideas in mind for stuff I want to get people.  If you're on my christmas list you should send me an idea of what you want!  Well that's all for now, I should probably go get ready for work.  And hmm, a song for today...

Ghost~Ingrid Michaelson

Do you remember when the walls fell
Do you remember the sound that the door made when you closed it on me
Do you know that I went down to the ground
Landed on both my broken-hearted knees

I didn’t even cry
'Cause pieces of me had already died

I’m a ghost
Haunting these halls
Climbing up walls that I never knew were there
And I’m lost
Broken down the middle of my heart, heart
I’m broken down the middle of my heart, heart, heart

You know you make me a ghost
You make me a ghost

I’m an invisible disaster
I keep trying to walk but my feet don’t find the solid ground
It’s like living in a bad dream
I keep trying to scream but my tongue has finally lost its sound

I’ve got to say goodbye
To the pieces of me that have already died

I’m a ghost
Haunting these halls
Climbing these walls that I never knew were there
And I’m lost
Broken down the middle of my heart, heart
I’m broken down the middle of my heart, heart, heart

You know you make me a ghost
Oh, you make me a ghost
You make me a ghost
(You take the breath all away from me, you take it away)
You make me a ghost

I don’t cry
I don’t try anymore

I’m a ghost
I’m a ghost
And I’m lost
Broken down the middle of my heart, heart
I’m broken down the middle

I’m a ghost
Haunting these halls
Climbing up walls that I never knew were there
And I’m lost
Broken down the middle of my heart, heart
I’m broken down the middle of my heart, heart, heart

You know you make me a ghost
You make me a ghost

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