Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Surgery #3

Well tomorrow's the day, surgery # 3 in two years total.  Getting my band removed for those of you who didn't know, and if you didn't-come on  now, you haven't really been paying attention now have you.  I'm nervous and apprehensive, for some reason I just feel like more things could go wrong with this surgery than the other ones.  I'm very paranoid that he will have to switch from a laparascopic surgery to an open one, which would super suck as it's at least twice as long for recovery, AND who wants a huge ass scar running down their middle.  Well on second thought, it would just add to the 8 scars I already have on my belly anyway.  Who cares, right?!?  Speaking of, my scar from the appendectomy where the trocar (shown here)
got caught in my abdominal muscles, well it's still pretty pink, so kind of lame to already be having another surgery when one scar hasn't quite healed from the last one.  Oh well, it is what it is, right!  Onwards and upwards as I tell my fellow classmates after they have had a pretty rough test or what not.  Oh speaking of classmates, I got my clinical review done by my instructor on tuesday and guess who did awesome-ME!  She really hopes I will reconsider working with the elder adult population as she really thinks I have a gift.  That was a pretty big honor for me to hear and definitely made me feel good.  Nice to know after having a shit-tastic experience in advanced pathophysiology that I am still doing good and learning the important skills I need to know.  So, it's about 2320, and after midnight I can have nothing to eat or drink.  I'm going to go play the Wii for some relaxation (and to help my brain shut off).  Hopefully I can make that work anyway.  Lots of love to you from me.  See you on the post surgery (heavily medicated) flip side.
Tonight's song dedication going out to my lovely wife, who I sang this song to the radio on tonight.

"If I Ever Fall In love Again"~Shai
Shai, comin' right back at ya baby...
If I ever fall in love again,
next time the lady will be... just... like you

The very first time that I saw your brown eyes
Your lips said "hello" and I said hi
I knew right then you were the one
But I was caught up in physical attraction
But to my satisfaction
Baby you were more than just a face

And if I ever fall in love again
I will be sure that the lady is a friend
and if I ever fall in love so true
I will be sure that the lady's just like you

Ooooh yeah.... the very next time she'll be my friend

If I say that I could be your one and only
Promise, that you'll never leave me lonely
I just wanna be the one you need
Oh Baby
I just wanna be the one to serve you
Sometimes I feel as if I don't deserve you
I cherish every moment that we share

And if I ever fall in love again
I will be sure that the lady is a friend
and if I ever fall in love so true
I will be sure that the lady's just like you

hey baby i made a promise, the next time I fell in love,
my love would also be my friend..
somebody who'll be there for me through thick and thin...
to love me, to hold me, comfort me.
Somebody who would be there with me all through the night.
(somebody just like you)

My friend, the very next time she will be my friend
someone who I can believe in
My friend, the very next time she will be my friend

My friend, the very next time she will be my friend
someone who I can believe in
The very next time she will be my friend

And if I ever fall in love again
I will be sure that the lady is a friend
and if I ever fall in love so true
I will be sure that the lady's just like you 

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