Wednesday, June 17, 2009

They are In..

Grades are in, and YEAH I got a 3.4 in chemistry, but BOO I only got a 2.9 in A&P. I'm pretty annoyed about this A&P grade and have emailed my professor to find out what's going on. I had a 3.3 prior to the final, and did not completely bomb it, so was very shocked when he emailed me that grade. Worst case scenario I will retake it for a better grade during fall quarter (while I am studying for the GRE, yeah good times).
This is supposed to be my week off, but I have picked up several shifts and am working some good hours. I worked from 5am-1030 this morning and later today I am going with Shelley to get pedicures in Tukwila. I got invited to play soccer tonight at Marymoor, so yeah I am going to do that. AND tomorrow is This End Up's playoff game at 645 at Ingraham HS, and since I don't have class I get to do that as well. Oh, and Friday it's STORM basketball. Yeah!
Less than a month until we leave for Maui! I can't wait to get out of town for awhile. Sigh.
Piece by piece I take apart This complicated heart And I hope to find Something I can prove is real I can feel is truth I can say is mine That's all I ever wanted to be The closer that I got The further I could see But when lovers change And the night feels strange We choose our road The letting go

Friday, June 12, 2009

They are Done!

Finals are officially over. I finished my A&P final today in 45 minutes then headed off to do some much needed relaxing. Oh, I did get to sell back some of my books for a whopping $160 bucks which is of course currently burning a hole in my pocket. (Well not currently as it is almost 1am and the only place open is wal-mart and I don't need more shit from there).
Just got done watching "He's just not that into you" and boy it was pretty on the money. I can't really say it was an eye opener per se, however it did remind me of some things that we sometimes lose sight of in the day to day. The of course, accurate yet heartbreaking quote at the end of the movie, "Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope." But sometimes we do, don't we? As a species, humanity is not full of hope to begin with. Don't get me wrong, some people are. Those of you that are like me, the ones that have suffered enough things in their lives...sometimes we just give on hope. Hope is something that's hard to believe in, because to have hope that is ultimately never fulfilled, that is to be crushed, hurt, to be vulnerable. Who wants to lay their heart out on the line like that. Oh wait, that's me right....I do that. Stupid girl...
Devan turned seven today, Will's birthday is tomorrow (I think it's 37, I know, bad friend), it's been a birthday week. I'm meeting Tiffany for some kickboxing tomorrow (god forgive me my knee for I know not what I do), then helping her decorate cupcakes for devan's swim party on saturday. I actually need to go pick up her present also, and I think I'd like to pick her up from school since I didn't see her on her birthday...which makes me very sad. Birthdays are important to me, I don't know why, they just are. With so many things that go on in our lives, all the hustle and bustle of everyday living, having that one day that is just for you (and of course yes i realize all the other people born the same day), that means something. A day that everyone should be celebrated and valued because of their uniqueness, their je ne sais quoi, that thing that makes us love them most. My dev girl, she's a special lady, and no way she could be copied.
You get me When nobody understands You come and take the chance, baby You get me You look inside my wild mind Never knowing what you'll find And still you want me all the time Yeah, you do Yeah, you get me

Monday, June 08, 2009

Kill Week

Well it's the last week of classes for Spring 2009. Of course, my online psychology is slightly less than close to being finished, however I should do well both in chemistry and a&p. I mean I would really to say I'm getting 4.0's in both classes, but it's been a tough quarter, so hey, above the minimum requirements for what I need is good enough for me.
Yesterday was the storm season opener and they played a great game. I really enjoyed our new seats which are basically courtside. It was weird. On the one hand I am usually yelling at the players, refs, coaches, etc. On the other hand when you feel like they can actually hear you yelling at them you feel a little self conscious. I did however tell LJ that I loved her, although as Kerry pointed out, I didn't say it loud enough. Oh well, there is always next time.
So finals this week, then I have next week off, absolutely no classes and aside from one shift I picked up I am not working. How did I get so lucky?!? oh that's right, I asked for that off, duh!
Kerry and I had a fun weekend at Michelle's place. I got to use my new golf clubs and we had a great time playing the worst 9 holes of my life I'm sure. Ha ha. But hey, a few beers and driving a golf cart....that is always a good time.
Oh and because I'm a sucker, I just offered to open tomorrow for one of my girls at starbucks. Yeah!!
Today's Lyrics:
Turn it inside out so I can see The part of you that's drifting over me And when I wake you're, you're never there But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere You're everywhere