i dont think it helped that when i finally slept sometime this morning i had a horrible dream. you know the kind of dream that seems to play out in your mind for hours its so long and so detailed. in this dream someone i care about very much was committing herself (this could be a sign that really its me ha ha). i found out all of these horrible things about her and was trying to talk to her loved one about it all and it didnt matter. everyone knew that she did these horrible things but nobody cared but me. it was like i was the only one trying to save her or make her better or believe in her. it was horrible people, really horrible the feelings that it inspired in me. i know it was just a dream but being the spiritual freak that i am i of course have to wonder what the dream MEANS? if it means anything at all.
okay people i am sure youve heard enough of my ramblings for the moment. i will talk to everyone LATER!